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the time for me to be“kitty”. sixteen,5′ 11″,white,prostitute.is quickly coming to a closei ache...

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 19:16:01 -0400

the time for me to be
“kitty”. sixteen,5′ 11″,white,prostitute.
is quickly coming to a close
i ache with the ending

but i really don’t know what i’m so sad about
even before i turn one year too old
i tell all the ephebophiles my name is “sadie”
and i’m only 5’4”

there are few thingskeeping me alive(just barely)and noneof themare you

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 23:25:00 -0500

there are few things
keeping me alive
(just barely)
and none
of them
are
you

she doesn’t knowthat my dad was buriedjust down the roadfrom where i first mether mother she...

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 21:02:32 -0500

she doesn’t know
that my dad was buried
just down the road
from where i first met
her mother

she doesn’t know
that when my mom said
“he didn’t make it”
i didn’t cry

she doesn’t know
that, years later
i’ve never wanted to join him
(perhaps in the plot next to him
that mom bought for my brother)
more than i do right now